LYRICS
VERSE ONE
I’ve been tryna figure out a way of what I wanna say
But everytime I’m about to say it, my pride just gets in the way

But tonight that aint’ the case, I came to say what I wanna say
My mind can think whatever, I promise I won’t obey

I’ve been fighting through the stress, tryna get if off my chest
But I guess, you’re the only who truly knows me best

And we fighting every other day, but now it’s nothing new
It’s another typical day of the life of me and you

Some things you just can’t fix, that’s the way it gotta be
So I put the blame on you, then you bring it back on me

Don’t you see that we throwing these problems up in a circle?
And if we continue with it, our love will never go further

It’s the truth babygirl, don’t act like you don’t know
Everybody else does, we easily let it show

We holding on to something that we will know never last
So maybe we should call it quits and just leave it in the past, what you think…

VERSE TWO
Been here for a while, feels like I’m stuck now
This is the reason why I didn’t wanna settle down

I know I love you, but love is so complicated
And now were both debating on something that love created

But it’s so hard when you fall in love at such an early age
Different girl, same story, you’re just scared to turn the page

So I break into a rage, fresh up outta the cage
I can’t even look at you, I got nothing else to say

You begging me to speak for at least 5 minutes
40 minutes go by and we still ain’t even finished

What the hell do I do? To finally prove to you
That there ain’t another man that will love you like I do

You say you found another; I say I found another too
But we both know deep inside that’s not really true

It’s only me and you, and nothing will come between us
So if it’s really love, I just hope we really mean it

VERSE THREE
I try to hold in my tears, but I just cannot do it
I know you ain’t worth it, but I am about to lose it

Wait, what am I saying?! Cus baby you are worth it
And people call us crazy but we like to call it perfect

One second I wanna kiss you, the other, I wanna hit you
Lying, cheating, fighting, what couple don’t got issues?

I’m about to snap, and like magnets we attract
But no matter how bad, we just keep on coming back

I promise that I’ve changed,
I promise I’m not the same
I can promise this that and that,
But I know that I’ll never change

I can’t get away, I’m addicted to the pain
You always made sure, I’ll never fall in love again

You’re the pieces to my puzzle, you complete me so it seems
It was never my intention to smother you in my needs

The moral of the story, is I hope you understand
There’ ain’t another man that will love you like I can

Lyrics:

VERSE ONE
Damn, am I going insane?
Who I never thought I’d be, is exactly who I became

Nah man I think it’s time for a change
I’ll be damned and ashamed if I just remain the same

I can be a better man, I got room to improve
The point I’m at now, what else do I gotta lose?

I’ve done a lottta things that I wish could forget
But no matter what I do, I gotta live with these regrets

That’s the life I live, man I’ve done a lotta wrong
The worst thing is that I knew it all along

The person that I see, is someone who I can’t believe
So selfish and naïve, only caring about me

But no more, no longer can I withstand
To make up all these lies who just made up who I am

And I might not be the man that I say that I am
Or be the man that I can, but it’s time for me to take a stand

VERSE TWO
I’m just a kid who is unknown, who’s still roaming for a home
And loved by so many people but yet he still feels alone

Lately it just feels like I’ve lost complete control
It’s a full-time job just to never let it show

But you will never know, see you can’t understand
What it takes to be the kind of person that I am

Every single day I’m facing life changing decisions
I am more than a musician, put yourself in my position

I try to hide the pain, and every single care
Just because it doesn’t show, doesn’t mean it ain’t there

I’m switching up the script, and quitting with the act
I’m finding who I am, I’m finding my way back

VERSE THREE
It’s new a day and the picture so clear
Do what I say and never shed another tear

I’m sick of always putting up this pity for myself
I’m sick of always putting the blame on somebody else

When I know that It’s my fault, when I knew it wasn’t right
If I could just take it back, I swear I’d do it all tonight

The only thing that’s so great about making mistakes
Is that you can learn something from every single one that you make

Lotta love, lotta hate
Lotta girls, lotta fake
Lotta lies, lotta cries
All because of my mistakes

But here I stand, a better man
All I ever needed, was just another chance

Most of my male/female colleagues at work are either getting engaged/ being engaged/getting ready to be married/applying bto’s also.. My ex schmates are studying , attaining their degrees. Driving their family cars or riding their own bikes.

So Aisyah, whr do you start? Lol. pelan2 kayuh siaa..

anyway, sis told me the first day of Raya she will spend the whole day at my house. The next day, she will be flying off to Perth with bro in law and the kiddos. She did ask me if i wanted to tag along and confirm with her to book the tixs. Very tempted, but i got a job here, and belum tentu the balloting of Raya holiday is confirm. My workplace have too many of our own people so, it may be harder. This year, i am going to Focus on work/Riding Lessons/and acheiving the things i hadn’t with him.. still, i need to survey the schools/cost/courses. i really don’t want to be left out. I really miss studying.. but need to slowly built my financial. 21st aldy, cant be depending on parents liaooo.. I stop asking them money/allowance years ago..

how time flies..i don’t want to be the aisyah who is always worrying. Let me think of a reason to think positive every fucking single day. .. on and a lighter note, my niece start her pre-school already. Auntie aisyah is so proud of you my lil matcha :}

N Lil Ryan Danysh, be a good boy. Grow up to treat girls right okay . love you both many2. As much as my own. :’}

Working aftrnoon shift, adios~

Alzrythx.

Fought again today. nothing new isn’t it?

Tired, Alzrythx.

Love.

I love her covers  :} sweet person with sweeter voice.

Ziana zain Anggapanmu cover

Apparently, my Team member also uses the word ‘G’ as a replacement for Bro. funny how everythg seems coincidental. I uses G personally as a word for God. anyway, today send dad to work. with sis who is driving and mum tagging along. drop by Drive in Mac D at Jrg point. And after that, as per requested i bought 32watt Daylight. I need to fixed the starter/fuse and fix up a new light at my parents room.(previously was the toilet and i learnt well) it went well, settle and functioning as per normal, except for one thing. I broke the flouresecent light cover. So it smashed into pieces. LOL. i was like ‘ fuck!’ and to make things worse , mum keeps nagging. so to shut  her up, i replace the cover from my room. phew..

Happy Chinese new year! to whoever celebrating. Make Dragon babies!! :}

i actually wanted to clear the shit out of my room. Breathe newlife with new resolutions and more motivations. looking forward to 2012 actually and settle some unresolved issues. and visit /ziarah kubur.. i want to make it a habit to baca ayat that my dad ask me to before i go to sleep. So as to guide me.. hopefully,

insyaallah,amin.

Sincerely,

Alzrythx.

Lyrics To Anth’s Verse
A life without love is not really a life at all
It’s always hard to stand, when you’re too afraid to fall
My back’s against the wall, my world is getting small
Then what do you know; it is you that I call, so were…

Back in the same position
Back with the same decision
Back again, but this time, nobody listens

It’s happens so often, it’s bound to get old
It’s easy to fall in love, but it’s difficult to let go

And we both know, that’ll never be an option
Too deep in love to dig ourselves out from the bottom

With out I can’t manage, so you always take advantage
Why do people take the best things in life for granted?
The games that we are playing are the same ones we are losing
And there’s other guy’s and girl, but each other we keep choosing

What the hell are we doing? We’re leaving us smothered
Push each other to the gutter, so we never love another

I know you ain’t good for me,I ain’t good for you either
But no matter what we say, I know you need me like I need ya’

So what the hell do you do when you’re too blinded to care
That the person of your dreams turns to your nightmare

You keep acting so naïve, saying I’m not who you need
Then you drop down to your knees, and plead for me not to leave

You tell me that you love me, then you tell me that you hate me
Then you calling me your problem, then you calling me your baby

And lately it feels like, my whole world is going crazy
I love that you can change me, but I hate what you have made me

Sacrificed all of my pride, just to have you by my side
But the truth always hurts, when you’re living a lie

But I, don’t even care, my heart won’t ever listen
Love is just a word, but you bring it definition

I don’t wanna see you go, I don’t wanna have you stay
I don’t wanna live tomorrow, if I can’t have you today

how i wish i wake up and find that all was a dream.

oh please.. please. i need someone now.

G, this is what i get for forgetting about you.

you give me test/challenges to face in life.

and i have no rights to ask of you why and complain about it.

i just need to accept it.